Retreat experience

8ヶ月前 に Joey No によって更新されました。 at 23/11/02 2:51
Created 8ヶ月 ago at 23/11/02 2:50

Retreat experience

投稿: 1 参加年月日: 23/11/02 最新の投稿
Hi, last day on retreat and just got Internet access.
In a 21 day retreat and 6 days in I experienced a state of equanimity. Like very boring. My tolerance to heat and cold and pain in general has skyrocketed. I'm never thirsty and drink extra just to make sure I'm not dehydrated. 
Nothing really affects me emotions wise and i feel the ego isn't in my head and is part of my body. 
14 days in I hard another experience where I felt my ego had disappeared entirely and I'm having an identity crisis since I don't know who I am.

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8ヶ月前 に Jim Smith によって更新されました。 at 23/11/02 7:37
Created 8ヶ月 ago at 23/11/02 7:37

RE: Retreat experience

投稿: 1763 参加年月日: 15/01/17 最新の投稿
Joey No
Hi, last day on retreat and just got Internet access.
In a 21 day retreat and 6 days in I experienced a state of equanimity. Like very boring. My tolerance to heat and cold and pain in general has skyrocketed. I'm never thirsty and drink extra just to make sure I'm not dehydrated. 
Nothing really affects me emotions wise and i feel the ego isn't in my head and is part of my body. 
14 days in I hard another experience where I felt my ego had disappeared entirely and I'm having an identity crisis since I don't know who I am.

​​​​​​​Cheers


You say you feel like your ego disappeared. Are you behaving like your ego disappeared?

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