Dark A&P at 13? - Discussion
Dark A&P at 13?
Konstantin Freiberg,修改在4 年前。 at 20-5-26 上午4:21
Created 4 年 ago at 20-5-26 上午4:21
Dark A&P at 13?
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I wonder, if the following experience I had at 13 qualifies as an A&P Event, in your opinion:
Sitting on the toilet, my mind sped up very fast, totally one-pointed on an image of myself and seeing myself grow old and finally vanishing without leaving a trace. Looking back now, I remember feeling a detached observer in this scene and seeing the flickering of those sensations, too. That evening my depression broke out with intense feelings of isolation, despair, misery. It had been 9 years of suffering both consciously and unconsciously from the disease of the dualistic perspective, before finally stumbling onto some theory to put this into perspective, thank god.
Sitting on the toilet, my mind sped up very fast, totally one-pointed on an image of myself and seeing myself grow old and finally vanishing without leaving a trace. Looking back now, I remember feeling a detached observer in this scene and seeing the flickering of those sensations, too. That evening my depression broke out with intense feelings of isolation, despair, misery. It had been 9 years of suffering both consciously and unconsciously from the disease of the dualistic perspective, before finally stumbling onto some theory to put this into perspective, thank god.